Breathe

Please stop being ignorant and maybe crack open a history book to learn about your country then to make invalid claims based on your unwavering nationalism to a country you obviously know nothing about. Proof: Chinese characters are introduced to Korea more than two thousand years ago.  Since Koreans did not have their own writing system until 1446 when King Sejong and the scholars in his Royal Academy (Chiphyonjon) invented Hunmin chong-um, the original version of Hangul,  the writing system of China was employed as their official writing system in the very early times of history.  The Korean language has thus received a vast influence from Chinese over the long period of time, especially in terms of its vocabulary.  Case in point, China did not “steal” the Korean language or alphabet, and it’s not surprising that Japan, China, and Korea have many things in common because of culture assimilation.  And due to the fact that they all tried to take over one another at some point. Pwned.

After watching a really great drama, it always gets me thinking about life, love, etc.  There is no such thing as simple love where two can just fall in love without the physical, monetary pressures of real life. Sad.

你见 或者不见我 我就在那里不悲不喜 你念 或者不念我 情就在那里不来不去 你爱 或者不爱我 爱就在那里不增不减 你跟 或者不跟我 我的手在你手里 不舍不弃 来我怀里 或让我住进你的心里 默然相爱 寂静喜欢

I am really not a mean person.  Maybe.  I just say whatevers on my mind.  Usually it consists of things like: “Ew, she’s ugly” or “What a dumb bitch” but lately I have been keeping myself in check because hey, I’m not perfect either.  I rage when I play video games.  I rage when my mother wants to teach me how to do laundry “her way”.  I’m 23. Go DIAF (Die in a fire)  I rage when it gets hot outside.  To think of it, I rage a lot. BUT- I have to add that this doesn’t mean that I’m evil or mean like most people tend to think I am.  You know what else I get a lot?  Party girl.  Maybe I have a sign on my forehead somewhere that puts me in that category because the last time I checked, I just like going to internet cafes with my boyfriend and playing endless amounts of video games.  I guess I party when I’m killing my enemies, who knows. I guess what I want to say is that yes, I might get a bit rowdy when I go out, and yes sometimes I find it hard to censor my thoughts-but there are people way worse than me who are still hiding among us pretending to be normal while the “crazies” like Jessica and I get bashed on for being too real.  Please.  Like Eric Cartman says “I’m cewwwwwwwl” By the way, there is one person I really hate more than anything in the whole wide world.  One day, I will find a way to ruin you and everything you love.  It’s going to happen.  Or if you open up a business, I’ll write a scathing review to ensure customer loss.  I haven’t decided yet.